…typing. Many things that I can’t find the words to talk about, or even keep to individual thoughts.
I’m thinking I may move back over to FA or something. I like Tumblr, but it isn’t really optimal for connecting with communities. It’s like living in an apartment, posting stuff to a board outside your door, and taking notes shoved underneath the door, but there’s always just a big dumb useless door in the way, keeping you from really being a part of the rest of the world. Granted, when I made the move to this page, that was what I was looking for, but now that I’ve enjoyed the relative silence and solitude for far too long, I’d rather like to move back. I’d like to open that door again.
Community is really what it’s all about. Belonging. I had that for a while, and it felt good. I let folks take advantage a bit, for the sake of holding onto that feeling. Eventually I grew tired of it, as one does, and left it behind, locking the door. Good riddance. I think on it now, and that really wasn’t the case at all, was it… if you’re to be part of a community, you have to put forward something. I suppose I just felt that I was putting in more than I was receiving. But then, I was closing the door, shutting the community out after making my contributions. It was me the whole time, not everyone else.
Yes, I suppose that makes sense.
I do wonder if I can even come back at this point. I’ve burned many bridges over the years, locked many doors. The world is changing. The community is changing. Has changed. There’s plenty of opportunity I suppose. Maybe I’ve matured enough to do things right this time.
Or, perhaps, there’s something else in my coffee than what was on the label. Either way, I miss you all. I’m tired of seeing the world through the peep-hole on my door.
Edit -
Almost two years ago I wrote a similar post. I thought that may be the case, but I wasn’t certain. I wonder if I’ll do better this time.
My plush husky stood next to me as a full sized anthro, his gorgeous blue eyes staring into mine, when I felt someone grab me from behind and restrain me. Turning my head as as best I could, I manage to catch a glimpse of none other than Fox McCloud as the identity of my captor. I look back to my husky to see, to my surprise, Wolf O’Donnel holding him in a similar manner. I stare befuddled at him as he grins, then something large and red catches my eye, and my how large it was. I look to the husky again, who seems to be unsure of himself.
“Do something!”, I plee,
“What do you want me to do!? I’m the smallest one here!” he replies, looking down toward Wolf’s member in a mild fright.
It’s then that I feel something slick, warm, and three sizes too large slide between my legs. Wolf grabs the husky and shoves him into my arms, taking position behind him. Fox shifts me, bending me forward as he draws his hips back…
…and then a large gust of wind slams against my bedroom window, waking me up. I lay there for a moment, hugging my plush husky tight, fully awake. There was no way I would get to return to that dream.
Fucking wind.
Probably.
Yeah, I know; it seemed like a better idea in my head. I’ll figure something else out eventually that isn’t borderline nightmare fuel.
I genuinely don’t know anymore. As of late, I doodle facial expressions, heads of various species in different positions, and eyes while at work, just to sort of keep from getting rusty, but otherwise I don’t really have anything anymore.
Yes.
I do not.
Indeed, located here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5583953/
Just on a whim I started thinking about Drake’s back story while in the shower, and within half an hour I managed to come up with the backstory for not just him, not just Icarus City, but for the entire planet, the existence of the Chocobe, the growth gas, and everything else that I’d been trying to find a way to tie together.
It did not, however, give me the motivation just yet to actually start writing the stories. One giant step closer, at least.
Alright, so in addition to not actually having a desk to draw on, and my tablet being in desperate need of replacement, my pen for it also broke a little more when I moved. Looks like I’ll be adding a new one of those to my tax return shopping list ><
I go to see if Die Hard is available to watch on Netflix, and am greeted by Cat Noir from Miraculous. As someone with a huge thing for traps, how the hell have I never seen anything of this guy!? I mean, he needs to be aged up a bit, sure, but ‘dat outfit though; he’s totally just Schrodinger pre-vampirism, and hard into body suits X3~
Sorry for the silence for the past week or so. Things have become quite busy as of late, between the holiday season, and moving yet again, though this time it’s just to a nicer place rather than across the country again. Things should be returning to normal over the next week or two as I finally actually get moved in and get settled, and then I can get backed to doodling.
In the past I’ve received a number of questions that I feel were meant to be answered by my character, rather than myself, as well as a few that I wasn’t sure whom they were meant for. I also imagine that a few of my own posts were a bit confusing in terms of who was speaking. Thus, for the sake of keeping things straight, I’ve decided to split my blog into two sections. This one here is for me, the artist and player, to post essentially anything but content of my character from this point forward.
The new blog, https://tealrabbutt.tumblr.com/ , is for Drake exclusively. All content over there will be in-character, be it journals, replies to questions, and any images uploaded. This does also mean that, for the most part, any further drawings of Drake will be over there, rather than over here. Sorry in advance for the minor inconvenience that may cause.
Huh, thought everyone was migrating away from Skype these days. I use Discord; DrakeMOhkami #8785
Yarp
I guess in this case calling him my fursona would actually be more applicable.
That’s both tough and simple to answer. I’ve never really “role-played” my character, so much as just played him, like you would play a character in a video game. That is to say that the way he is, is the way I would be if I were him; he doesn’t have a separate personality or life yet. Therefore I would say that I relate to his personality absolutely, and the thing I most like about it is… I’ve not the foggiest of ideas.
I have, and they have inspired more than a few naughty images that… never got saved… sorry T.T
I do, but I don’t want to deal with the shitstorm that would come of posting them here. It was one thing to have them up on an obscure niche fetish site, it’s a very different thing to post them to a widely used site where they may actually see them and, oh, make my e-life harder than it needs to be.
I did, though I can honestly say that I had an interest in expansion well before DBZ aired in the US.
Nope.
Aye, though not in the way that most are probably hoping. I plan to do a few more inflation-centric costumes between now ‘n Halloween, but that’s about the extent of it.
Perfect question to answer with a picture, buuuut the answer is that it varies for me. Typically I prefer maybe a little larger than 9-month-pregnant size, but depending on the character, idea, and mood, I’ve considered a city block to still not be enough to be ‘full’.
The one I bought is the Stansport Plastic Bellows Foot Pump on Amazon. The hose it comes with is short, so you may need to buy an adapter as well- the
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MINTCRAFT FDQ910 1 1 1 Inflation Kit” has a bit that you can screw into the nozzle of the pump, then connect whatever tubing you’d use normally.
On a personal note, though, I wouldn’t recommend using a foot-powered pump on your tummy, if that is what you plan to use it for. They put out a lot of air in short bursts, depending how stompy you get, which isn’t the most comfortable way to fill out.



Nah, I’m not really into vore at all.
Yes, I’ll be finishing it off sooner or later.
Depends heavily on my mood. At the moment I’m knocking stuff out in about an hour or less per image, but the character designs are pretty simple, and admittedly I’m not putting a lot of effort into them- sorry to those who placed those requests.
It’s a continuation of the comic that’s two posts further down the page.
Yepyep, I saw that and switched mine back to NSFW. Thanks for the heads up!